I walk out my room because I think I hear a knock and it smells disgusting outside. I go down and my suitemate and her random friend are on the couch giggling and she calls me a dork. »; haha ok. 

I’m still so innocent when it comes to weed..like I don’t smoke, never have, don’t want to in the future, and I’ve stopped judging people who do but everytime I’m around people who are high or I smell weed I just kinda freak out like omg what if I get contact high omg my head hurts already omg I’m gonna die. I mean I did grow up pretty sheltered, which I’m glad about, but I’m kinda embarrassed by how much it affects me to see people smoke. It feels like a big thing, but like in reality it seems like everyone does it at least occasionally around here and I’ve already been around these people for more than a year!